The last one! I a little bit sad, I can find a reason to lie about how I feel. I can even imagen how two years can run so so fast. It's time to explain my experience and my feelings along with the curse. Almost about the theory part. As I said in other entries, I have a hard past or history. I remember the day saw that I was in the FP. Of course, I didn't know what things will mark my life from that day to nowadays. Given that I came from the "ESO" Secondary Obligatory Education (in Spain is the lowest title) and after two and a half years of no books, you can have an idea that obviously, I wasn't conscient where I was getting into my feet. In a first contact, was something very "cold", people over my age, serious, or almost at the beginning, the teachers are called INSTRUCTORS, the subjects are from very different things and some are very hard... Alvaro are you sure to start this adventure? That was one of my questions and... let's think. Why not? The first course was really really hard and important to me. Hard because it was to difficult to adapt my self to this kind of study. Actually, I didn't be adapted until the lasts two or three months. Yes, I needed more or less the entire curse hahaha. But apart from the jokes, in a specific moment I decided to surrender, yes it's true. Why ? cause, I needed 5 subjects to pass the first one. Yes as you read, of the 9 subjects of the year, I failed the first 5, was in the 6 one when I said okay, I'm studying about 4 or 5 hours per day and I still failing. Alvaro, it's possible that you are not able or you don't have the qualities of this kind of formation, but, in that exam, I passed. I passed the easiest one yes hahaha but it was enough to feel a "shot" of positivity and power and try it again with a new mentality. That desition, trust as no one in my self, was the best idea that I have in all my life. That moment I understood that the only real or existing limit, was that one created by me. After that moment I started a new way of study and a new way to talk to my self and act in front of this formation. Since then, I never failed an exam again. Now arriving the moment to go to the practices in the hangar, I look back smiling cause not yet but in a few days, I will succeed. And I will succeed in passing everything in the two years I hope. That was the dream one day I had. That was the, as I said many times, "the impossible thing to achieve". I am so glad to know the incredible opportunity that this formation is giving me. A future that I even supposed that I could have and achieve. Trust me if you love airplanes as me, if you aren't sure about it, if you think that it's impossible, just try it, you won't be disappointed!
